GLEE

THE BREAK-UP

OK so any person who truly knows me, knows that I obsessed with glee and it's gay couple Klaine.
well.. last night I think my obsession and craziness as a fan finally took it's toll on me when my beloved Klaine broke up. My heart was in pieces! and if that wasen't bad enough Blaine (the dark haired guy) even cheated on Kurt (the brown haired guy) I don't know if any of you out there have ever had an obsession like mine, but if you have you'll know what I mean when I say that I simply just don't know what to do with myself right now OO

STING

Sting playing at Odense yesterday! I'm telling you it was so awesome and such a cool way to kick of the summer  and not only was Sting amazing (of course as expected) but the violin player, the drummer, the choir girl, the guitar player and the pianist OO !!!! Gosh ! best. band. EVER!!!

DARK SHADOWS

First of all: any movie with Johnny Depp is an absolut hit even before you've seen it
second of all: when you put helena Bonham Carter and Michelle pfeiffer in the same movie then it's just gonna be amazing! and guys it really is! saw the movie yesterday and there wasen'r a moment where I wasen't entertained .. If you love a good movie and some good actors then I highly recommend that you go see right away :) ....
what are you waiting for? ... GO SE IT!  ;D

Jealousy
Okai so I'm not gonna lie, today I heard some news about a friend that made me get so darn jealouse of her, and I just hate that feeling! So I went online to try and find something about jealousy (because that's what I do Oo) and I found a few quotes that made me feel a little better inside, and thought that maybe they could enspire or help somebody else as well so here you go..

Envy is a symptom of lack of appreciation of our own uniqueness and self worth. Each of us has something to give that no one else has. ~Elizabeth O'Connor


A show of envy is an insult to oneself. ~Yevgeny Alexandrovich Yevtushenko


If envy were a fever, all the world would be ill. ~Danish Proverb

Vacation! (finally)
Today I just had my very last examn of the year, before finally going of to summer vacation. Cannot tell you how relieved and happy I am that it's over, but I'm sure I won't really have to put it in so many details, I mean we've all been there right? anyway the examn was in english and it ended really well! couldn't be more happy! I mean it's not so much the grade that matters to me, it's the teachers telling me that I did a real nice job and should be proud of myself that means so much to me :) anyway just thought I would share a bit of my happiness with all of you! Jay Jay hurra hurra!! haha ;D have the best night ever!

BACK AGAIN!
Okai so I realize I haven't really been so active on my page lately and I apologize for that, but it's simply only because I've discovered the wonderfulness of fanfiction :) .. Ok so It's been a long time since I've discovered it, but I recently found a text that I can't tell you guys how many hours I've spent reading Oo It's absolutly nothing less than AMAZING! the writer should publish it as a book and then make a toon of money like J.K. Rowling and she/he should become world famous and live happily ever after... Uhm anyway, yearh well the story is about gay love and finding happiness in a world full of anger and unfairness and I honestly wish it would never end! It's based on glee, the american tv show btw..  which I absolutly adore and love too, but the great thing about this page I found is that there's pretty much a fanfiction for any tv serie, movie or book you would ever dig! ^^ I much encourage you guys to go check it out :)   http://www.fanfiction.net/

Fredericia Musical Academy

Okai so before I was kinda down for a while but now my head has been lifted towards the sky and all I see is the sunny sky above and all I hear are the birds singing from the tress and everything is just lovely (even though it's kinda raining outside) and it's all because I have gotten a chance to study for a week at the Fredricia musical academy and in case it dosen't speak for it self it's a whole week in the summer vacation where I'll have the chance to practice dance, song and drama and take a peak into what could very well be my future if i'm lucky ;)

the reason why I'm so happy is that drama, musicals, music and everything close to that is my life and it's the only thing I really wanna do with my life so getting a chance to study here I mean come on ! so awesome!! especially considering that this academy has been sai to be just as good as Broadway in NY ;D
God really hope I get a spot! Love to ya' all!

When everything is lost
You're propably expecting me to talk about some movie or song with this titel well to bad cause I simply ain't going to.. and I know what comes now might be a bit depressing but hell I just need to get it out and since nobody's probably reading this blog anyway I won't have to worry about being spammed or turned in so to say..
so here it is.. one year ago I had what feelt like everything; friends, lovely family, talents only I had (and thereby I feelt special) and I didn't even have to make an effort for people wanting to be around me which btw is not something I've been very familiar to before and so school ended... I lost all my friends in a blink of a second people I had considered my family gave up on me and I gave up on them because I was to stupid and damn proud to admit anything else than it only being there fault.. my family got more and more seperated as months went by growing with a big hole between filled with everything we just don't say to eachother and to top it all off my great grades that had just been so good, good enough to brag about went falling to the ground and I honestly started hiding my results away from people.. and now here I am about to enter the second summer vacation where I have nothing else to do then just sit at home and go to work.. no travelling no friends and maybe not even that much family time either to make up for all the lost time since my dad ironicly enough is going to England with another family ... I mean his work...
so yes I'm feeling sorry for myself and I know I really don't have the right to so what if I now go to a school with only a small hand full of friends and people who actually don't mind talking to me.. so what if my family spend more time apart then we do togehter.. well even though I probably shouldn't feel sad I bloody damn will anyway I am sick and tired of people telling me what I can and can not do or what I should and should not do.. IT'S MY LIFE! I should be the only one who got to decide those things.. and now aprove or don't but now I am feeling sorry for myself.. I feel like giving up on everything turning into a big lump doing nothing but smoking ciagrettes and being angry and cooky towards the world.. I dont know the way I feel right now I just wanna give up on everything and if I had the courage I would probably disepear I know it dosen't sound like much to be upset about and I know that a lot of people have way bigger issues to worry about then this.. but I don't know I can't explain it I just feel so damn helpless and alone and nothing I do or say will ever be good enough so I guess the way I'm thinking is why even bother saying or doing anything at all right ?

Hello people out there..

So listen, I know I play a lot of music for you all the time, but since my dad is kinda like the biggest music geek ever it has kinda rubbed off on me. So I thought that I once again would share an awesome new song I just discovered ... well it probably isn't really that new and of course I didn't really discover it, but anyways.. here it is and well hope you like it I for one sure do! ^^

Just thought I would share some good music from my swedish roots ;) Enjoy!  

Oh my God am I the only one who just can't stand school presentations ? oO
honestly I am freakin' out right now :(

Lovely little summer pictures I thought I would share ^^

Just a little quote to touch and inspire...

The greatest thing you'll ever learn
is just to love and be loved in return

God!! Lord out there please help! Pleeaaasssseee!! I swear to God school is going to be my death.. Just spend so long on an asignment only to find out from my teacher that everything was wrong oO honestly I wish I could just travel the world instead!

Heard this song a few days ago from a friend and I've just fallen in love with it! .. reminds me of good old summer days ^^
- Thanks for showing me Malle ;)

MOVIES
Do you guys know that really irritated feeling when you just really wanna watch a movie but can't think of a single one? anyways.. it happens to me all the damn time so I figured that if there by any case was any of you who needed a movie to watch then why not make a little top 10 list of some of my favourits.. you know, to help out ^^

So here they are:
- Across the Universe
- Coming to America
- Little voice
- Catch me if you can
- Little miss sunshine
- Forrest Gump
- A walk to remember
- Moulin Rouge
- Take the lead

- Singing in the rain





Just thought I would share this awesome video of some amazing dance and an amazing dancer. Love her! hope you will too .. enjoy! ^^

Feeling silly and happy today!
wanna go to an open meadow and start jumping around like a little crazy monkey :)
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Okay I don't think three hours of math is very healthy for me oO

Hurra for my first blog and my very first update!

so figured it would have to go off with a bang!

Look out skinny bitches I'm here to stay ^^ much love!<3